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Wednesday, May. 18, 2005 @ 9:42 pm

Ugh I know. I need to stop pulling these disappearing acts it's nuts. Like, I either have a diary and update it regularly, or shut it down. And I can't bring myself to do either.

Not much has really happened anyway. I've just been busy with school, classes ended on the 2nd, finals ended the 11th. From the end of April through the beginning of the month I've had nothing but papers to write and tests to study for. I swear, those last two weeks in April I was writing at least two or three 5-page-and-up papers a week. And the worst part is that as I am the procrastinating queen, I never started a paper before 8pm the day before it was due, and I would work up to 3 or 4am the next morning....and I got it back with a B+ or better. I always do that. If I know I have something important that's due in 48 hours or more, I won't do it. I can't do it. And then I stress and bitch and complain and cry in private, but the stress pushes me to work on it. This is the only way I seem to get shit done. Oh well. It works for me. So yea, other than that, now that school is over it's not even like it's really over since I still go to campus every day at 9am to work. Still have my cushy little job in the loan department so that's good. I got offered a promotion even, that would upgrade me to full time and pay my tuition. I like my job but I don't love it. To take a full time position would mean not graduating on time and there's a whole lot of other things I'd miss out on. So I said no for now.

I dyed my hair red. It's not that bright except in sunlight or under the glare of a light bulb. It's more like a highlight than a dye job. Pretty though. I used Manic Panic, since I didn't want anything permanant, that would ruin my relaxer job, or would be chemically harsh. Ok that's a partial lie. I recently saw Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Kate Winslet's hair in the movie inspired me. They come in so many cool colors. If I didn't have an office job I'd probably try bright purple or blue next.

Ok now I'm ready to rant..WHY IN THE FUCK DID VONZELL GET VOTED OFF! FUCK YOU CARRIE UNDERWOOD!!!

Yea...now I'm ready to eat something and sleep.